why

Please don't cry

What can I do to ease your heart?

Please don't cry..

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why is it

Is it so wrong to be me?

Why do my words always become a sin?

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Two Lifes

Lelah sangat

Mimpi yang tak pernah menyenangkan

Lebih baik tanpa mimpi

Jika saja aku bisa memilih atau mengendalikan

No one will understand this

The life I had is never been easy

I live here when I wake up, and awaken there when I sleep

Never ever really sleeping

But how can I told you, the life I had?

How can you understand?

If you can't relate that this kind of life is exist in our world

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once

no one told me that the feeling is so miserable..

no one told me that the burden somehow unbearable..

till i just want to give up and raise up the flag..

please.. once.. only this once i want to give up..

i can't bear it anymore..

let me give up

just once

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Hegar

Nak, hari ini ibumu masuk ke ruang operasi untuk melahirkanmu. Ini kali kedua bapak mengantar ibumu. Rasanya jauh lebih menyesakkan dibandingkan dulu saat kelahiran kakakmu. 

Semoga kalian berdua selamat dan sehat Nak. Sayangi ibumu kelak ya Nak. Sebagaimana pengorbanannya saat ini demi melahirkanmu ke dunia. 😭

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muspra

you don't need to be understood
so keep it for your self
don't let it out
just stay there
by your self

becaue they won't ever understand you anyway

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tulpa

if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
and it wont leave me alone

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